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We don't fit in...sometimes
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So i have been bored and unmotivated...but I had this idea lingering in my head about my actions and peoples perceptions of them.
some days i'm on top, I haven'nt a clue what people are thinking about me
somedays I am depressed and I know what everyone is thinking about me
somedays I am crazy and expect that will be perceived
somedays I am very untuned and assume I am rubbing off badly on people
somedays I am needy and am really hoping for people to accept me
somedays I am tired and hope no one cares about me
somedays I am smart and depending on any of the above mixtures, people will agree or disagree
somedays I am new and need help figuring out things and people always like it when asked for *needed help
somedays I am proud and I'd snear at you if I was better
somedays I am a son of my parents and obide by old rules and people haven't a clue of the difference of this day, yet I konw my mother would
somedays I am sympathetic towards people and feel the peirce for them, yet the other days that I am interested are probally confused by people as sincerity
somedays I am predictable and I think most people find that very annoying
somedays I am blatently annoying and there are a mixture of reactions that lead to my content
somedays I am thoughtful and write crap like this and people will find it to anyone of the above. Tomorrow I will find it to be worthless
otherdays I just want to know what day it is. | |
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hardvoltnine
I didn't have to wait a whole day for me to read this and question why I wrote this for em411
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Jetsom
"somedays I am very untuned and assume I am rubbing off badly on people"
sometimes I feel I'm rubbing off badly on people and I hope they can see what's going on and help me tune back in a bit
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bla
is there any music to go with these lyrics?
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kidko
Sounds like you're pretty normal to me 
09/29/06
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hardvoltnine
Thanks kidko, but I am so attracted to abnormal.
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Zanf
Most people have 2 states of being:
They are the centre of the universe and everyone should pay attention to them, whatever they are doing because they are fabulous
or
that they are the centre of the universe and everything is plotting against them and hates them.
Alot of those list fall into those 2 states. seeking approval or adulation
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Roshi
My life got easier for me when I started realizing to not expect the world to be on my side. I'm pleased when it happens, but I don't expect it.
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hardvoltnine
Zanf, I agree with you about the center of the universe thing, cause that directly relates to the ultamite question of existense. As far as the additions you made, I think those are quite relative.
Roshi said: "My life got easier for me when I started realizing to not expect the world to be on my side. I'm pleased when it happens, but I don't expect it."
I don't know how you can decide on that either way.
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astroid
all i can say is thank god i'm getting old-being young and having wild self-esteem swings totally sucks. a feeling that i have haltingly cultivated is that most people are stuck in their own heads most of the time, and therefore i'm just part of the furniture in the world.
09/29/06
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implexgrace
zanf is corect
for example, you should all value the fact that you're not a self-absorped piece of shit like i am.
09/29/06
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Zanf
What I said came from no great act of thought - just purely through observation. Observe anything long enough and you begin to see patterns, especially if you hang around with self absorbed wankers or self abasing pessimists. ;)
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Psyingo
thats why old farsts like zanf are wise... ebcause they are old and see patterns.
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Psyingo
not in any way related to a mushroom trip.
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Zanf
who told you about my old mushroom trips?
psyingoBingo said: "thats why old farsts like zanf are wise"
less of the old thank you.
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lunatinker
not old. just farts. . . lol. . . .
i think its healthy to reflect and that's what that long blog reminds me of.
just reflection ... its a good thing!
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