Electronic Music 411 - an idea that cannot be expressed

OK so today I was at work listening to psyentifica - full on masters, a psytrance mix.

I was seriously daydreaming about how awesome my music would be in a few years (hah. . dont we all? :P)

Anyway in my daydream I was playing live in a club in my local town. . . and I was debuting this new track I had made. . . well really it was more like an entire style of music that I've certainly never heard before.

It was amazing, and has totally inspired me to keep on with producing music - I have nowhere near the talent to produce even a prototype of what I imagined yet!

So I'm sure you all want to know what this amazing song was like. . well unfortunately I can't tell you. . see. . it was more a kind of 'feeling' or 'rough outline' of how it would sound, and how it would be arranged, etc. etc. . . and for the life of me I can't come up with any words to describe it - there is some kind of almost impenetratable barrier between thought and expression blocking my way.

The best I can do is tell you that the track would be called 'fireworks' . . and it wouldnt actually have fireworks sampled in it :P

In fact it was very synthy. . rather than sample based. . almost entirely synth based. . kind of a synth explosion or something :s very clean sounds, not alot of harsh/noisey things going on. smooth and powerful, kind of like trance in a way but not at all like trance.

Sorry I can't explain it. . I just thought I'd write this down hear to keep me from forgetting when I go to sleep.
I need to hang onto this fragment of amazingness with my life.. . cos its totally inspired me to work hard to make it a reality, even if it takes the rest of my life.